Today's message will be rather pithy, but I've had an epiphany! OMG!
Here it is:
I've had trouble all my life receiving; I've cemented my identity in being a GIVER, and in the same breath, I've surrounded myself with TAKERS. And, I've been resentful of people who have continuously TAKEN from me.
Interesting note: I take responsibility that I chose these people, these TAKERS . . . but I chose them from a place of unconsciousness.
And: Guess What? (you know what I'm going to write . . .):
I am BE-COMING increasingly CONSCIOUS. YAY!
What I am learning right now, is that I need to be the receiver of my own giving. Sounds cray-cray, right?
In other words, I need to fill myself up fully, so I can give to others.
So giving, begins with giving to myself.
And receiving, begins with giving to myself, and receiving from myself.
Counter-intuitive to my nature.
Guess I just need to BREATHE into ME.
Evolving (awesome) Me.